Another Day....

- I think I'm starting to get the dating itch. I know I said I was going to try not to date for another four months, but seriously...come on!! I have come to terms with the fact that I am a relationship person. I like being in relationships. I think it's a LEO thing. I've never known a LEO who couldn't say the same thing....here are a few that make this fact... Airecel, Iris, Jaime, MA. f-ing. DONNA, Mundo, Gary, Saul, etc. The list is endless. I haven't been single longer than 2 months since I was 16. That's pretty f-ing crazy. I go through these dating frenzies for a month or two when I date like a maniac. Then I eventually find one that I really like and I end up with them for a year or two or LONGER. A year with Greg, 2 years with Jose, 3 years with Mundo....I just noticed their names go in alphabetical order. Weird.

- I have a severe problem called rapid bored-itis. When I'm in my regular dating frenzy...I just fall "out of like" really quick. One stupid or annoying comment could totally make me never want to date that person again. Either that or I just get bored. Man...I sound freaken mean right now, but it's just so true. For example....I was hanging out with my brother the day after a date, and after telling him about a comment my date made my brother said, "he just ruined his chance." My brother knows me well.

- My mother is going through surgery right at this very moment. She's been in bad shape for some time now. I think it has a lot to do with her mental state. Lots of stress will catch up to you eventually. I'm afraid the same will happen to me. Plus, as sad as this is, I think a part of her enjoys the attention. Otherwise, why would she call everyone and tell them about her physical misery? If you can't get empathy from home, I guess you'll try to get it elsewhere. I'm really worried about her, but I don't want to let her know because sometimes others' worry or pity gives you an excuse to stop fighting.

- Since Adventure Dave is pretty much the only person reading this right now....I'm going to give a shout out and say, "Hey sucker. Word to your motha! Props! Drop me a comment homie g funk." haahaha I'm a dork. Also, because I haven't seen you in a while, I have grown two inches and am now blonde.

- Random Note of the Day: I want to be able to adopt one child from each continent one day.

- So today... I'm going to be driving all the way to Pleasanton for my much beloved part time job. That's over an hour's worth of driving going one way, and although I feel like it's ultimately going to be worth it, I have to push myself harder and harder to go the later it is in the week. A demanding full time job + a part time job = TIRED (but financially sound) IRIS!!

- I am a ball of emotions. I try to push them to the back of my mind, but I feel that sooner or later there won't be any storage space back there, and they'll all come up at once. I hope that moving away and starting new won't be as hard as I imagine it might be.

Random Note of the Day: This thing rocks way harder than Xanga! wahaha!

One of those, "Eh, it was alright," type of weekends

- I was supposed to have a pretty rockin weekend....hang out at Ruby Skye after doing a loan on Friday, 3 loans to do on Saturday, and an HOP on Sunday at my mom's house. Instead, I had one loan on Friday, hung out at a ghetto bar after, had ZERO loans on Saturday (rescheduled), and had a flop of an HOP on Sunday. Retarded!! On the positive side, I know there will be more loans coming up...they've just rescheduled...not canceled. So it's okay. Also, I have another loan lined up...so that's about four loans in the coming week hopefully.

- Also, my brother and I got to rent and watch some movies... An Affair to Remember, Election, and A Very Long Engagement. Three fabulous movies!!


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- I've wanted to watch this movie for the longest time, but never really had the opportunity to. I thought the exchange of dialogue between the two main characters was really modern. It was impressive. It kind of condoned cheating though. All in all..I still felt like it was worth watching












- I'd seen the beginning of Election before. I never had the opportunity to finish it up until last night. Reese Witherspoon is a crack up.














- I loved Amelie...so I really wanted to watch A Very Long Engagement because it has the same female lead and same director. Loved the movie. It was fabulously done.











- Went apartment hunting Saturday afternoon and found a couple awesome places. Looks like I'm going to be living in North Richmond soon.
- Mundo's first day at work is today. Strange.
- My eyes are getting so dry...grr..danged stress. It always happens when I stress out...my eyes just get really dry. It's my unusual physical response to stress. It's annoying.

- I read this on a site..."When it is dark enough, you can see the stars." I love that. It's so easy to overlook the wonderful things in life until things go dark.

- Here are some pictures from Disneyland......



















Random Note of the Day: Track #11 on Common's new album....a kid says..."I want to be a duck."

Thursday Night

-Last night sucked!! I hate feeling like that. When the sun is up....it's much easier for me to deal with certain emotions, but something about the night weakens my ability to do so. Danged! Props to my friend and future roommate Adventure Dave for telling me retarded jokes over the phone to make me forget about my ordeal.

- As a loan originator...one of the happiest moments in your career is when you find a client and do a loan. Since I have an appointment today..I would have to say that today can't be all that bad.

- Aside from the loan...I'll be going out with some friends tonight! Hopefully it'll be fun. If anyone wants to meet up..we'll be going to Ruby Skye! Awesomeness!!!

- Also..planning on going back to Vegas on the second week of August..if anyone wants to go....let me know! We'll be renting out a four bedroom house with lots of space to crash!! The more the merrier!!

Random Note of the Day: I'm going to make my first million before I'm 30 years old.

Brand New Blog

I just go really tired of Xanga...so here I am...my blog's new home.